the end

looking through the backside mirror
my eyes met yours in the car
we know something happen between us
but we fall silent forever

isn't it stupid?
isn't we lost it?

we should be the couple
we should be happier
but it might get wrong with you
and me
lets hope we never ends

searching your shadow in someway
your eyes met mine in a doorway
you knew something sparks between us
but you fall silent forever

we are stupid
cause we lost it

we are not the couple
we should search own happiness
but i hope it should be you
and me
lets hope we never ends

do we really ends
faith lead us till the end

hidden love

a little crush
pumping little heart
a little crush on you
i know it's bad
i know it's wrong

but i can't help falling for you
it is too late for us
time is complicated
with the faith
that it might sparkling between us

a long long way to you
a little crush in between
it happen to be a mistakes
but i love the way i felt
i wanna kept it now
for you and me

i can't help falling for you
it may be too late for us
but who know in other time
with the faith
it may really happen between us

睡不着～

心情不好，很难入眠。

哭了一下下，没觉得心情有转变。

我真的真的很不爽，很不高兴，很生气，很不舒服。

可是难受得只能自己承受。

有时想下，还真的分手算了吧。

我可能真的太难伺候吧！

我有脾气，我有不好的习惯，你去找别人或许还没能那么痛苦～

分手算了吧！！！！

大不了流几个月的眼泪，然后忘了你算了！！！！！！！！

感触

看完别人的故事，
总觉得感情可以脆弱得可怜，也可以坚固的很。
可以不分男女性别，也可以介意一切。

曾经有一份真诚的爱情放在我面前，我没有珍惜，等我失去的时候我才后悔莫及，人世间最痛苦的事莫过于此。如果上天能够给我一个再来一次的机会，我会对那个女孩子说三个字：我爱你。如果非要在这份爱上加上一个期限，我希望是......一万年！

这么一句话，它可以是个谎言及笑话。也可以是感动我心的内心话。

井底之蛙

井底之蛙，

能有什期盼，永落泉下，无处张望

哽咽于奇世，其大无比，瞩目鲜喜

可植属原地，盼落无期，暸望于它

梦想呀梦想，我何时能抓住您？

我是贪心的，我要的是那个它。。

那个每个人都几乎快实现了我要的愿望，

为何迟迟未轮到我？

逼疯了发呆的我。。

2010

i do cry a lot last time.i mean it...really damn lot!
almost every night or every hour, its like every things worth to make my tears to drop...

nowadays, i don't cry that much..
i do cry when watching teles and movies and books, but not when i depress, sad and angry...
i started to feel weak to cry, i can't cry!
i don't know why~
anything happened, i get weak in my soul and crying does not help at all!
i feel helpless and so emotional with everything and words spinning in me right now, i can't control the temper or the feelings that is inside me.

i feel nothing with myself either...
i keep on get the failure me to present in this world! and maybe that is why i worth nothing to everyone and i suppose i worth something to them!

i love to write, i hope that someday at least i will be writing something worthy or maybe i can come out with some article or stories that always hiding in my silly head.
i love music, i hope i am a musician, that everyone agree with me having some talent in it, i doubted that it won't really happen now or ever...
i love arts, anykind of art like fashion, interior, graphics... i wish someday i will become somebody that inspiring others or at least people will agree with my achievement or so...

however, currently i am a nobody with no people agreeing with whatever that i experienced~
screw me and just wish me have more time in my day dreaming!

分手

有时想想
这个恋情，到底可以到多久？

我爱他，他也比我爱他更爱我
可是，我看得出只是爱是不够的

我很贪心，我承认
我要的是更多
我需要上进的
需要的是爱心
跟我 至少是了解我的
跟你 至少我懂你

我不贪心
我只是不知 会不会有一天
我们就有那么 分手的一天
因为现在 我看到那片乌云

我怀疑
我害怕
无法预算

朦朦撞撞