20080921

算命

今天瞒着爸爸去算命。
有很多人都说算了会短命,甚至有些人说很无聊,再不然就说是不相信命运的安排,骗人...等等
可我,在最无助最无路可走时,更爱算命。好傻哦!呵呵

他说,
-我很多东西想
总是想着怎样赚钱给父母
-我很能读书
只可惜家人没钱供我到外国
-我的命运算不错
我很好,事业会很顺利也可以做生意,父母朋友很疼我
我也会很长命
-现在拍拖不好
应该注重学业多于感情世界
*我就是觉得我太注重学业和事业而搞到常常乎烈了他,而且还有另一个原因啦...咳
我真的是个大坏蛋
-其实我不用太担心,我的命运是不错的啦~~

咳~~
看是看完啦,还是很无助叻
怎办?

20080916

W980














May God bless me with earning this ~~
Amen

20080915

怎么办

感觉变了
以前 现在
都不一样了

是好?不好?
不知道

昨晚无缘无故
你出现了
在我的梦里 而不是现实生活
奇怪?还是矛盾?
我自己也分不清
唉~

我的生活
乱踏踏的

我高兴吗?还好
我伤心吗?不见得
我好吗?不知道
我是怎么了??

我的生活圈子好像很大
我好像有很多知心好友
我好像没有烦恼
我好像过得很好
好像很多人都了解我
好像
好像

只是好像
不是真的

我现在又孤单起来了

当下

是我不知足吗
还是我太贪心?

我现在过得好吗?
我自己都不晓得了
感觉好模糊哦

我是怎么了?
我自己也不想去想什么

我什么都不想要

只想要逃跑
逃跑到另一个国度
逃跑到陌生的地方
逃跑
我只想逃

逃避不好?
不逃避好吗?

T.T

好讨厌这样的自己
什么事情都做不好
伤害别人,伤害自己

啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
讨厌讨厌讨厌~~~~~~~~~

去死吧!!!

20080912

EMO ME

Time pass so fast~
Will be having final exam 4 weeks later.Phew!
Become friends with her now, don't know what it is suppose to mean. But whatever la...trying to be distracted by busying myself~

What a stressful LIFE im having~
I've been so sick of myself in want to be creative and be genius in the class.
I know... I know I can't be that perfect since I don't have any experience in ADVERTISING field...I can't and its so stupid that I comparing me myself with the PROFESSIONAl which who already work in that field for few years....but I still feel like I really want to improve myself to become like them but I don't know HOW! SO SO SICK OF MYSELF~

This really makes me moody for few days and my heart feels like I'M a TOTALLY LOOSER!
ARGHHHH~~

Several car accident yesterday, around 3 or 4 cases during my mummy fetch me from Shah Alam back to KL.
Guess what...WE are one of them too!!!

MyVi bang CR-V + CR-V bang KIA (ours!)
=the front of MyVi KEMEK and the driver get hit by the steering of her own car(pity her-she is a pretty lady oh!!) + small case for CR-V, and the handsome and gentlemen and super cute guy and her gurlfriend are safe (he asked us whether got anything happened anot after he knew that the MyVi driver feel not well after get hit by the steering....OH MY~ how gentle he is!!) + small case too for ours KIA , and I get scold by mummy for driving too fast everytime~~
PHEW~~~ SORRY!!!

So, the moral value is= prefer oversea's cars rather than MALAYSIA's .....