20080627

劉若英的書籍~


《一个人的KTV》

「這一年來,我懷疑,我在戲中說的台詞,要比現實生活中跟人的對話要多。其實有時候自己會有恍惚;尤其是別人誇獎我戲演的真,台詞說得好的時候。我 會想,那現實生活中的我,會不會也只是在演一場戲呢?真話,台詞,其實,戲劇;起碼我必須承認,有些話是放在台詞裡說會比較容易,甚至比較真。譬如說…… 『我愛你』。一直以為感情是兩個人的事,後來才發現原來是自己的事。是自己跟自己的一場戰爭。很多人問起我感情的事。我總是笑而不答。他們說,難道一個人 不寂寞?難道沒一個人看上的?或者沒人追?

  朋友急,家人急,我呢?我還是笑而不答。我其實也急!可是有些事就是急不得。『等待』真是一門學問;是一種……藝術。如果坦白是一種傷害,我選擇謊言。如果謊言也是一種傷害,我選擇沈默。」……以上摘錄自劉若英的新書《一個人的KTV》


《下楼谈恋爱》

谈恋爱,我一直不是行动派。以前我都相信,恋爱其实不是一种动作,而是一种心理状态!到最后,变得我渴望爱情的心情好像比实际去恋爱的状态还重要。我的恋爱不需要有事件,不需要大家来分享,只需要有期待、有想象就够了。

但是,我想改变,这本书的出版就是起点。我想行动了,而且我很愿意跟大家分享我恋爱的心得,如果有机会的话。我突然觉得,如果能在感情世界里多些行动、多些赌注、少些怀疑,我的人生就是新的开始。

就是这样,我决定主动下楼,就从这一刻开始!走,跟我下楼谈恋爱去……


《我想跟你走》

《我想跟你走》是敏感女人的生活小宇宙。多年了,劉若英在城市與城市之間移動著,然她的回憶沒有激狂的成分,也沒有如雷鳴巨響的逼視;相反的有如一 種淡淡午後的薄陽,撫人溫情。在移動中,記憶是幾則漸行漸遠的蒼涼背影、是奔馳於地圖的疲憊臉龐、是如聚光燈般大悲大喜的愛情、是孤獨地玩著自我寂寞遊戲 的孩童時光、是如反轉在底片的往事特寫、是陰影籠罩的牆斑駁著老房子歲痕、是和生活搏鬥的底層浮世老兵……

  這麼多年劉若英依然表演,漸 漸的文字和攝影也是她表演的另一種方式。透過「文字」只為了尋找一種休戚與共的感覺,透過「攝影」只為尋找一份孤獨寧靜。劉若英一直相信,人是一座座的孤 島,但又不能認命自己是孤島,所有生活上的掙扎都是在確認我們的島與他人之島的連結,透過這樣的連結,我們其實是不孤獨的,我們是可以互相分享、相互同情 的。

  隨著劉若英真性情的文字,她的記憶、愛情、旅行、音樂,都是一種享受與溫暖。

  親愛的,我想跟你走。


《女人 20 30 40


20歲的青春與理想

喜歡唱歌的小潔,獨自從馬來西亞來到這紛亂的台北,只為了圓一個小時候的夢想,在這個陌生的城市,她遇見了一個為了尋找母親婚外情對象的香港女孩,兩個人一同度過青春的酸甜苦辣,唱片雖然出不成因而返國各自的國度,她們卻依然在自己的夢想路上勇敢往前衝

30嵗的徬徨與幸福

擔 任空服員的想想,周旋在眾多男友之中,有老的、年輕的、富有的、貧窮的、高的、矮的,還有沒結婚和結了婚的。雖然旁人看似羨慕,自個兒內心卻是充滿矛盾與 徬徨,到底哪一個是她要的,想想也不知。直到她遇見了一個帶著八歲女兒的男子,打破母親從小灌輸她的觀念,想想的愛情,正要開始


40歲的自我追尋

美 麗總是短暫。開花店的Lily一次送花的途中,意外發現丈夫的外遇,毅然決然離婚。失去婚姻的她,帶著一只充滿回憶的箱子離開,在那個她曾經深愛過男子的 注視下。她告訴自己要勇敢,要為她自己爭取而來的自由努力,但是不再青春、一無所有的她真的知道自己要什麼嗎?直到她意識到「她是個被拋棄的女人」後,她 發現原來只要勇敢去面對所面臨的困難,就會有成長,未來未來還有什麼在等著她,她並不知道,但是她知道,她不會因為害怕寂寞,而去找一個伴。只要有好心 情,她相信自己一切都可以面對

《生日快樂

这是一个无论看多少次,都会让人心酸的故事。
  每年的生日,小米都坐立不安地等待着一封风雨不改的E-mail,一封从小南 ,一个她从来无法忘记的人寄来的生日E-mail。10年后,滂沱大雨之下,这封E-mail迟了36个小时……。但小南真的忘了“生日快乐”这个祝福的承诺吗?
  小米与小南从大学开始就被公认是完美的一对,但他们却一直保持着比好朋友更好的暧昧关系。小南在每年生日对小米的问候,变成一种爱情的牵引。无论彼此身边出现多少情人,朋友还是深信……总有一天他们会幸福地走在一起…… 



20080625

25 JUN 2008

OKAY...here is MY day~
Went to KLCC for shopping, from 2p.m. untill 8.30p.m.
Buy a lot of things~
A piano book from Kinokuniya...
Some candles, Pantene shampoo and many other stuff from Watson...
Some shirt from ROMP and Isetan and also a bag from dunno what brand from Isetan...
Some groceries from Cold Storage...
Thats what we bought after 6 and a half hours window shopping included a few hours that i spent at Kinokuniya plus 30mins dinner time. Phew~

Went inside Isetan walk walk...
Manatau ter"saw" a necklace from Thomas Sabo(didnt even heard this brand before~) which is SOOOOOO nice~
It is a Treble cleff form pendant, (Dunno why I always cant find back my "Y" form pendant that i lost it when i went for tuition last year T.T...I love it SOOO much and it is SO frustrating that I always lost something that i LOVE~) it is not very tiny and not too big, just ngam ngam and so nice when i wear it...
The necklace is RM296.00 included the pendant(RM198.00) and the necklace(RM98.00).
My mummy said she wants to share with my brother and buy it for me as my birthday gift. I AM really happy that she said so, but still...I feel guilty that need her to spent so much for my birthday present. I know she loves me so much, she wants me to have what i want...Thanks Mi~^^

Went to Sony's outlet~
Attracted with Z770i, which is a very new cell phone(just release at MAY 2008!)
Plan to buy it NEXT month...or maybe NEXT NEXT month...or maybe NEXT NEXT NEXT month...^^
I want it so BADLY lar, so its mean that i lagi kena WORK at Simshen lor~ HAIH~
GAMBATEH for money~
GAMBATEH for earning k770i~
YEAH~



Then, after I back home... after I packed my stuff....

I found out that my beloved mummy...once again, curi-curi THROW away all my KARATE-DO's belts !!
Those BELTS are really so PRECIOUS for ME!!!
I really working hard to earn those belts, those grades. There got LOTS of my memory that makes me really wanted to keep it...And it even got MY NAME sew on it! Nevermind if you THROW away my SHIRT~ BUT NOT MY BELTS!!! T.T
I am not even willing to sell it for my juniors last time, and now you just throw it away like a rubbish without my permission?! AND... i already WARNED you that dont ever try to throw away my BELTS cause i really treasure it so much!! T.T
I am so so SAD~
But i know that although how many hours i crying for...those BELTs definately wont fly back to me ~
And I cant even SCOLD my mummy or even YELL at her~
And I cant even SCOLD at anybody else or even YELL at anyone~
STUPID lar~

ARGHHHH~~


WHAT THE FUCK!


20080620

Worries

What if the lecturers are not so professional??
What if the course is not what i want??
What if i can't make new friends??
What if i can't use to be in that environment??
What if i been boycott by my house mate or course mate??
What if i fail the course??
What if i don't like there??
What if ... ...

sigh... WHATEVER lar~
Just get my ASS there and be success~ #. #

WISH ME LUCK!! +.+

Register

Thursday 19.06.08
What an AWFUL day...
6.30a.m my phone's alarm
WOKE me up and still not feel like going down the bed yet, so i prefer laying on the bed for 20mins and DAY DREAMING...wondering what happen if today is the 1st day of my school day~ Haha

Going
Simshen in such an early time...around 7.45a.m.~
Practice piano~

Then my beloved
leng lui mummy picked me around 10a.m. ...
She was still trying to persuade me to study at
UTAR and still trying her best to convince me that how good is UTAR and her opinion is totally right! But still....we went to REGISTER for graphic design at MSU after that~ WAHAHA

Actually i have to agree with her that
MSU is totally a very "low ya" university that i've ever met, compare with The One Academy, Lim Kok Weng, Dasein College, MIA, and others ART COLLEGE...MSU is totally like a FAILURE UNIVERSITY~
But anyway, as people says, you can't judge the book by the cover....right? So i guess maybe, MAYBE the course and the lecturers are not bad
leh....who know? Hehe

Paid RM1000.00 for the registration fees which include many "zap
ba lang" fees that i can't even remember any of them~
Paid RM5.00 for application form of the
PTPTN~
Been told by the
leng lui counselor, Pn. Intan that this coming MONDAY(23.06.08) start school~
Mummy
TERPERANJAT again, while I am still very excited and can't believe i will be start school NEXT WEEK~ WOHOO~
Been told that Saturday have to come again to apply the
PTPTN~
Went to dunno what building to open a Bank
Muamalat account so that our bloody hell government will bank in PTPTN money for me. Paid RM10.00 to open the account~
THEN, RUN back home~~

Having period pain for the WHOLE day~~
So, really feel like dying~

20080619

Brilliant Idea!!

Last night my mummy said that she are so worry me that I can't speak a proper English when I study in the future, cause that MSU are using all English in teaching and examination and also with the presentation...

And this is what my brother teach us as this is what his lecturer tell them to do~

"When you can't CONVINCE them, CONFUSE them!"

thanks Bro~ ^ ^

20080618

YUMMY Ice cream~~





University?!

Today 18.06.08
As usual, already can predict my "future". Means that i already guess it i can't get the university's offer...So its just a day to prove to my friends and family that whether i am right or not! Haha
Tried to sign in many times but failed, and finally got the perfectly correct web address and SIGNED IN...No fast heart bumping, no nervous and totally feel nothing BEFORE and AFTER saw this...



NO. KAD PENGENALAN / MYKAD : 880720565578
NAMA : WONG CHIEW YUIN
KATEGORI : A - Kategori STPM 2007 Aliran Sastera
ANGKA GILIRAN : SB3291017

Dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda TIDAK BERJAYA
dalam permohonan kemasukan ke IPTA Program Pengajian Lepasan STPM/Setaraf bagi Sesi Akademik 2008/2009

Aplikasi e-Rayuan : https://online2.mohe.gov.my/erayuanstpm/index.php

Semua urusan rayuan perlu melalui Aplikasi e-Rayuan ini yang akan dibuka pada
19 Jun 2008 hingga 28 Jun 2008 mulai jam 08.30 pagi


Harap Maklum

My mummy was A BIT QUITE shock while my daddy in the other side of phone said " HAR?! No in arr?? oooookay lor~~ " after my mummy told him, AND my brother said "OK, wait till i back home only discuss lar~". Seems like i am causing some worries to them AGAIN~

My plan is going to MSU-Management and Science University.
It is a private "du goh" university, at Shah Alam there. I am planing to study Bachelor of Graphic Design, which is a very new course for them cause they just started the course...LAST YEAR! The fees is around RM33000.00/course and they said confirm can apply PTPTN and get FULL loan, which is around RM49000.00! So...just SHIT me when i pay back~
By the way, "du goh" means MALAYS~

My mummy plan is whether make Rayuan or go UTAR or even NEW ERA COLLEGE but NOT that BLOODY MSU that no one heard before~
So what she doing is...keep on persuading me lor~ LoL ^ ^

PHEW~

20080608

寂寞


宁静的空气围绕着我

孤独的角落为我而设
空虚的心情依旧蔓延


难过的日子

突然间 好空虚
平时的周末
都会与一群朋友度过
然而
最近的周末
随着寂寞的声音走过

就这样
模模糊糊的过了几个月

有时
会很喜欢这样的宁静
没有被人打扰思绪的宁静
又有时
会很讨厌过分的孤单
好像这世上只有自己的孤单
很矛盾

其实
我很喜欢一个人的时刻
也很享受与朋友疯癫的时刻
所以
我真的不希望
我会那么快失去这种平衡

可是
我已失去了

我发现
我已开始一个人
任何事情都一个人

就像以前那样
开始一个人逛逛
开始一个人分享
开始一个人开心 伤心
开始一个人哭泣

我 很讨厌这样
就好像一个不受宠的洋娃娃
没有人 会在意
就好像以前的我
没有朋友
更别说受宠

心里 很不好受
非常 非常的 难过

20080606

Thanks For The Memories










Oh MY~~

Her 5th book was release!
I'm so so sooo excited (you can't imagine , you can if you want to!) ^^
Anyway, CONGRATULATION for the new book release!!
She is now busying for her 6th book~WOW!

Okay, here are some about her new book,Thanks For The Memories.
How can you know someone you’ve never met? Joyce Conway remembers things she shouldn’t. She knows about tiny cobbled streets in Paris, which she has never visited. And every night she dreams about an unknown little girl with blonde hair. www.ceceliaahern.ie

20080605

现在

油价涨高
生活费也随之而涨价
就算情况有多残酷
都是无法逃避的现实
人民怎样都得面对
无论是你愿意或反对

人生往往就是如此
你一定会面对挫折
无论是大的小的
因为这就是人生

面对人生难题
我 只一笑置之
不知是看得太开
还是
面对不了而用笑来掩饰?

挫折與難題
就是人生
必經過的小路
要如何去看待
要如何去面对
都是由自己的心情
去转变

接下来的路会怎样
谁也预测不了
唯有
好好的步行现在的路
适应当下的环境
学习如何看待
每件事和物

20080604

烟花

烟火
绽放时 很令人期待
辉煌的时刻 很灿烂

人生也如此吧?
有很令人期待的时候
同时 也有很灿烂 辉煌的时刻

但同一时间
当你享受完时
你即变得孤单又无奈
孤单 你永远有一个人的时候
无奈 人生总是会面对辉煌与平淡

烟花放完了
人也散了
辉煌时刻也没了
天空恢复平静了
人生就是如此


MoonCake~~ ^^










20080603

心情

外头
正倾盆大雨
心情
就像大雨般
哗啦哗啦地
大声再哭喊
大声在喧哗

唯独不一样地
是没人能听得到
我那无奈地叫喊

好希望
心情可以像下雨一样
伤心时
可以下毛毛雨
不高兴时
可以倾盆大雨
至少
那感觉
不是你一个人感觉到
也不是你一个人承担

多希望
那雨是下不停的
就好像我的心情一样

YumYum strawberries with dipping chocolate !!










没灵感的日子

没灵感的日子
什么都不是


看着以前的自信

提不起劲的奋斗

为什么

没灵感的日子

让我变得那么消沉

那么的无能



20080602

Nobody's HOME

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

20080601

主题酒店

神話

國王與我

意亂情迷

龍門客棧

鐵達尼號

乾隆皇朝

霸王別姬

美國心玫瑰情

埃及豔后

烈火情人