Today~~

I don't feel like sleeping anymore, not that i'm not sleepy...i just don't feel like closing my eyes and rest my mind.
My mind always functioning...keeping myself busy as usual.
My mind always busy thinking, dreaming and whispering to myself. I just can't make it stop. I mean...it wouldn't just stop automatically, it only starts automatically. It slowly stops when its tired. But mostly it won't feel stop even when its exhausted. I don't know why, my mind keep on thinking...wondering things that will be happen and the reasons or causes for some stupid incident. Maybe i just can't really believe in this realistic world that i am living now...am i? What if and another what if....all confusing and always whispering into my mind...disturbing my mind.
I just don't know what I want and what will I get..

I am sleepy...really very tired and exhausted.
But I just don't feel like sleeping~
don't know why~