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Its been a very long time i didn't blog.
I don't know why i hate to blog last few month, maybe cause i hate to reveal my true self or i feel unsecured? Whatever~
Now i blog.
I blog when i really feel wanted to.
Or should i just said when i really feel so i blog.
Whatever~~

I'm putting myself in a big trouble now..
You know, mama always says DON"T PLAY WITH THE FIRE! but sometimes people..(erm...like ME) just did not bare to listen it and end up with "get burned" by the FIRE~~
Oh my, holly CRAP~~
I get burned.
I wish i will be able to cure myself and get away of that bloody "fire" anymore...just please let me have a better life from now on.




PS: I love my family and friends but i don't love myself...ITS SUCKS~