OMG...I think that I AM such a failure now! I can't do the work perfectly like others and I know that I can't always comparing myself with others...but I DO hate it when everything are turning upside down or everything just turn out to be so perfectly without me....ARGHHHH~
I just wanted to be that brightest star, is that impossible for me? Am I just an ordinary simple little gurl that doesn't belong to anywhere? I am fighting hard with it but it seems like i get back nothing but just a failure me that still doubting myself whether where I should go...SIGH~
What a bad mood week I've been gone through but still walking alone hopelessly....
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So frusfrated with the situation now...feeling like want to punch something or smash something...ARGH!! I can't really practice my GZ because of the exam week. My housmate are giving me her " bei shiok" tone and very annoying countenance for me while I was practising my GZ.
OH HELLO~you just back from outside and I am still in the middle of practising my instrument, it is so rude for you to asked me to stop practice immediately because YOU and EVERYBODY need to study because everybody are having exam tomorrow padahal it is only YOU who are studying in the house that time....you thought you are the beloved QUEEN of the house?? Oh please la...You are only a BITCH who are enjoying GOSSIP around with your gossip gurl's friend and always angry with the people who are telling you the truth that you doesn'e like to hear! Even if you really feels like I'm interrupting you,why can't you just ask me to stop it with a more politely way?? Even some of the gurl in the house know how to do that when I am practising my instrument...and I definately respect them while they want the peace in the house.
And by the way, I don't think that MY INSTRUMENT is that NOISY untill YOU lost YOUR concentration while studying......those people are just no sense of ART...or MUSIC~~
No wonder you are taking medical course...so damn boring, like YOU......BITCH!
1 comment:
嗨，你好，刚好在此路过，对你的心情部落格蛮有兴趣。你的部落格放的名只有一个字，韵，我想那应该是你的名字吧。我可以和你做个朋友吗？就当作是网上谈心事的朋友吧，因为我自己也了解很多心事想要告诉别人，但是有某些原因，又不能告诉别人，所以如果对一个陌生人来说，应该不用那么担心吧。
如何说有兴趣呢？因为，你的最新的部落格fucking day表达了你的情绪，我想你应该忍耐了很多天了吧，不知如何发泄所以才在这里发泄。其实部落格就是一个很好的发泄地方。尽管人们怎么用它，人们都会把自己的开心和不开心的事写在这里。
请问你是在读什么课啊？你写着你爱音乐爱艺术，想必你现在应该是就读有关这两科的其中一科吧？
为什么你说你自己是失败者呢？每个人都是一样的，如果你认为自己是失败者那你必须从失败中学习，失败乃是成功之母。你有曾经想过你的失败的地方为什么会发生吗？
其实我只相信一样东西，只要你的脑袋一直往好的方面想，用平常心去看待，不用想得太复杂，很多事情都能迎刃而解。而且我也相信时间，时间往往能证明我们现在所做的一切。现在只有你自己认为你做得不好，不代表别人对你的看法和你的思想一样。
说到音乐，我本身也喜欢音乐，但是我没钱去学，因为家境贫穷的关系。你已经算很好了。别理那些马来人吧，他们往往不知道音乐的美感在哪里？马来人的脑不比华人厉害。。哈哈。。偶尔也要称赞自己的种族一下。。不过，的确华人的脑袋胜过马来人。
看来你是一个矛盾的人吧？你有一个title叫怎么办，“昨晚无缘无故出现在你梦里”，然后第二个title叫算命，“我就是觉得我太注重血液和事业而搞到常常忽略了他，而且还有另一个原因啦”
这两句让我怀疑，为什么呢？你现在不是单身了吧。每个情人都想要梦到自己在梦里看见自己的情人阿。。你那个昨晚无缘无故出现在你梦里，难道他不是你的情人？让我猜吧，那个无缘无故的他应该是你的旧情人吧？对吗？
对不起啦，口水多过茶，其实有时候人生就是那么的无聊，只想要找个聊心事的对象来聊天吧。。如果你觉得我无聊就不用回复我，如果你觉得我这个陌生人还蛮有心的话那我们就以电邮来聊吧。。
我的电邮是wojiaowumingshi@gmail.com
希望可以与你用电邮聊天。
anyway,
nice to meet you.
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