FINISHED my final for my 1st semester in that bloody hell school...
Still got plenty of stupid things are waiting for me to settle down. Haih~
Will be having a performance this coming Saturday...perform ALONE this time. No partner tells me or reminds me what to do or what I tersilap do this time, isit sounds good for me? I don't know. I just can't help it to feel afraid and lonely or a bit "funless" mood that I suppose it shouldn't be feel so...Well it is my 1st time to step out alone what, so it is normal that I feel unsecured and I know that what I need is some timeee to adjust back my feeling and even some "mentally preparation" to get use to it since I can't depend on my partner anytime~~~OH GOD, I really HATE to play alone, it is DAMN BORING to play stupidly for 45 mins...is 45 MINS my god~~~
Whatever....EARNING MONEY is more important than anything, so maybe I just need to practice stupidly for the ...WHOLE WEEK?? YUP...WHOLE WEEK startING on tomorrow untill Saturday~~~ =.=
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